All that you leave behind : a memoir / Erin Lee Carr.
Material type: TextPublisher: New York : Ballantine Books, [2019]Edition: First editionDescription: xii, 240 pages : illustrations ; 22 cmISBN:- 9780399179716
- 0399179712
Item type | Current library | Collection | Shelving location | Call number | Status | Date due | Barcode | Item holds |
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Adult Book | Phillipsburg Free Public Library | Adult Non-Fiction | Adult Non-Fiction | 362.298092 CAR | Available | 36748002436360 |
Enhanced descriptions from Syndetics:
Dad- What will set you apart is not talent but will and a certain kind of humility. A willingness to let the world show you things that you play back as you grow as an artist. Talent is cheap.
Me- ok i will ponder these things. I am a carr.
Dad- That should matter quite a bit, actually not the name but the guts of what that name means.
A celebrated journalist, bestselling author ( The Night of the Gun ), and recovering addict, David Carr was in the prime of his career when he suffered a fatal collapse in the newsroom of The New York Times in 2015. Shattered by his death, his daughter Erin Lee Carr, an up-and-coming documentary filmmaker at age twenty-seven, began combing through the entirety of their shared correspondence-1,936 items in total-in search of comfort and support.
What started as an exercise in grief quickly grew into an active investigation- Did her father's writings contain the answers to the questions of how to move forward in life and work without her biggest champion by her side? How could she fill the space left behind by a man who had come to embody journalistic integrity, rigor, and hard reporting, whose mentorship meant everything not just to her but to the many who served alongside him?
All That You Leave Behind is a poignant coming-of-age story that offers a raw and honest glimpse into the multilayered relationship between a daughter and a father. Through this lens, Erin comes to understand her own workplace missteps, existential crises, and relationship fails. While daughter and father bond over their mutual addictions and challenges with sobriety, it is their powerful sense of work and family that comes to ultimately define them.
This unique combination of Erin Lee Carr's earnest prose and her father's meaningful words offers a compelling read that shows us what it means to be vulnerable and lost, supported and found. It is a window into love, with all of its fierceness and frustrations.
"A celebrated journalist, bestselling author, and recovering addict, David Carr was in the prime of his career when he collapsed in the newsroom of The New York Times in 2015. Shattered by his death, his daughter Erin Lee Carr, an up-and-coming documentary filmmaker at age twenty-seven, began combing through the entirety of their shared correspondence--1,936 items in total. What started as an exercise in grief quickly grew into an active investigation: Did her father's writings contain the answers to the questions of how to move forward in life and work without your biggest champion by your side? How could she fill the space left behind by a man who had come to embody journalistic integrity, rigor, and hard reporting, whose mentorship meant everything not just to her, but to the many who served alongside him? In All That You Leave Behind, David Carr's legacy is a lens through which Erin comes to understand her own workplace missteps, existential crises, relationship fails, and toxic relationship with alcohol. Featuring photographs and emails from the author's personal collection, this coming-of-age memoir unpacks the complex relationship between a daughter and her father, their mutual addictions and challenges with sobriety, and the powerful sense of work and family that comes to define them"-- Provided by publisher.
Table of contents provided by Syndetics
- Author's Note (p. ix)
- 1 The Blue House (p. 3)
- 2 Rain Check (p. 12)
- 3 The Night in Question (p. 16)
- 4 The Ghost in You (p. 23)
- 5 It All Starts Somewhere (p. 29)
- 6 The Other Woman (p. 38)
- 7 Rites of Passage (p. 41)
- 8 How (Not) to Intern (p. 46)
- 9 Something New (p. 58)
- 10 Holiday Party Advice (p. 66)
- 11 Far from the Tree (p. 74)
- 12 The House of Many Felled Trees (p. 81)
- 13 Stories Are There for the Telling (p. 87)
- 14 Tyranny of Self (p. 94)
- 15 Choose Wisely (p. 98)
- 16 The Criers Get Nothing (p. 107)
- 17 Sometimes You Get Both Barrels (p. 118)
- 18 Gut Check (p. 125)
- 19 Liability (p. 133)
- 20 Ninety Days (p. 138)
- 21 SOS (p. 143)
- 22 Jelly Beans (p. 151)
- 23 The Experiment (p. 155)
- 24 The Water Has It Now (p. 163)
- 25 The Wake (p. 168)
- 26 His Second Act (p. 185)
- 27 Traces (p. 193)
- 28 The Upside of Getting Fired (p. 198)
- 29 Chatter (p. 201)
- 30 The Castle Without Its El Key (p. 205)
- 31 If It's Not Getting Better, Consider the Alternative (p. 209)
- 32 Resentments (p. 214)
- 33 Sad Girl's Guide (p. 220)
- 34 A Glacier First Melts at the Edges (p. 229)
- Things I Learned from David Carr: A List (p. 235)
- Books I Read While Writing This Book (p. 237)
- Acknowledgments (p. 239)